whyiareyeeand

2010-01-11T06:22:00.001-08:00

back to school :) :(
went to school early to discuss some stuff
went to visit 1J for a short while too
i think im gonna miss them lol
then went for S.H.O.P
i thought that it was time well spent
almost late for flag raising lol
maths was binomial stuff
tedious...
bio was homeostasis
it passed so fast probably cos it's fun:)
physics and LA after tht
chatted with nata a bit during those 5 periods lol
lunch then assembly
dragged jia hui to BSP after tht lol
balled a while and went home

met up with Alvin for dinner
thank GOD for alvin:)
he's a really nice person , strong in faith too
hope i would be like him, strong in faith and being able to serve the LORD
(:

2010-01-10T08:52:00.000-08:00

woke up at 8 this morning
went to the CC to get the edusave scholarship thing
after tht rushed to SJ HQ for briefing on the NZ trip
23rd Jan -1 Feb
pretty excited actually:)
then went to subway to talk bout some SMC stuff and the ppt
finally done:)

went back home and slacked till now
i dont feel like doing photo journal:(
off to do QT:)

2010-01-10T08:51:00.001-08:00

Just Two Small Coins
sorry if any mistakes, purely based on memory

Just Two Small Coins,
She gave them up
Still she gave more than all the rest

Just Two Small Coin
They werent much
But they were more than the rich man's best

Jesus watched the people
With their offerings
Some were blessed with riches
They had so much to bring
But then he saw a woman
And knew that She was poor
What she brought was not a lot
But she could not have given more:)

2010-01-09T04:18:00.000-08:00

woke up at 10 today
went for service at nexus
service today was great
learnt about giving and praising
tht pastor is real good
quick lunch after tht(wanton mee)
lol then the security guard kept chasing us all over
we were at B2 eating then he chased us away
then we went to level 6 he still chased us away
learnt about friendship outreach
walked to ps after tht
girls ate yami yoghurt

off to do QT:)

2010-01-08T09:22:00.001-08:00

orientation finally came to an end
back to school again on monday:(
went for chinese lesson and PE today
chinese was interesting
i guess lian lao shi is quite an engaging teacher and humourous at the same time
mr tan talked to us in the hall during PE, teaching us some workouts with his antique
then went to do concert deco
lunch
SING ALONG
lol it's really hard to get people to sing
especially girls
HIGH TEA AUCTION
lol me and the fellow SFs took this time to do the cards for the JOVA-ians
class book preparation was mainly taken by Joelle
vivian and i joined her later and the class was making great progress
concert was the highlight of the day
after shining some torchlight for the opening ceremony i joined back jova
sang,danced,watched
thts the end of day 5 and the end of my last orientation:(
im old
thanks jova and fellow SFs for giving me a memorable last orientation:)
rest well and get ready for school on monday:)

2010-01-07T04:28:00.000-08:00

totally exhausted
i have to admit im old
was never so tired after orientation
ytd was CCA exhibition
i think it was quite a success
pretty proud of my team for performance:)

today was school tour and MAP
school tour went pretty well
my station was outside the GO
although the passage is a little boring
i guess the game was interesting
seeing how the guys were even more scared of putting their hand inside the box
MAP was a little ..
hmm idk what to say
today went pretty well in general la
tomorrow is gna be the last day and it's back to full day school
tmr have 2 hours of school already:(

2010-01-05T05:40:00.000-08:00

omg im dead beat today
orientation in the morning
brought 1J to ECP
1J is a very lively class:)
i like:)
went for Miracle Saga
thought it was quite well planned
haha 1J owned i think:)
went back for cca exhibition prep
i was alr dead beat by then and i still have to prepare for performance
although the performance is merely a short 2-3 min
it took long to prepare and it's really tiring
only motivation is to get a good intake
wish it goes well tomorrow

2010-01-04T04:23:00.000-08:00

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL :D
or rather first day of orientation
i guessed today went pretty smoothly
reached school at around 635am
ferryed around 8-9 year 1s to their classes
flag raising in the hall
lol best speech by dr foo
address by dr foo again 6As lol
address by mrs chin
address by mr teo
then break
oh yeah im taking 1J!
1 JOVA
with vivian,joelle,yiqing,yibei and shirlyn
yep
ice breakers went quite well
kinda figured tht JOVA is quite a spontaneous class
then was Miracles Together
mass games rather
jova was top 3 for all 3 games i think
then was sing along and mass debrief

did jianbao with justin in school after orientation debrief
i finished mine and he didnt:)
gonna sleep early tonight, very beat

"Still you hear me when I'm calling"

2010-01-03T02:56:00.000-08:00

waked up early today to go for service at PSPC
guess PSPC and Yhope is really different
PSPC is more of a traditional church while yhope is more of a contemporary one
well, guess my dad has his reasons for making me go for both
worship was great at PSPC too
the sermon today was okay, heavier on the word as compared to the one in yhope
i guess both has its benefits
rushed home after tht 'trying' to do chinese but fell asleep
went for my baby cousin's 1st birthday afterwards
Happy Birthday Ethel!:)
she's gonna grow up to be a pretty young woman, haha hopefully a biblical woman rooted on the WORD huh.
gonna chiong chinese now and watch manu match later
happy chionging hw everyone:)

just a verse to encourage
Jesus assures us "I will never leave you nor forsake you" (Hebrews 13:5)
oh and to those BASICs( brothers and sisters in christ),
please encourage one another to do QT and pray everyday yeah ( including me cos i have little discipline :/)

2010-01-02T07:00:00.000-08:00

Oh i forgot to post this
As i reflect and think about 2009
i have so much to thank GOD for
As i thank GOD, i thought to myself if i had taken everything for granted
I listened to this song as I reflected.
This song is really very meaningful.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VU_rtX23V7Q

Who Am I
By Casting Crowns

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the Earth
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.

Who am I?
That the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way for my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what you've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who you are

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still you hear me when I'm calling
Lord you catch me when I'm falling
And you told me who I am
I'm yours
I'm yours

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again

Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
Cos I am yours
I am yours

2010-01-02T06:33:00.001-08:00

today was an eventful day
went to yhope with the EB2 people
the service i would say is overwhelming
the worship was great
everyone was putting in their all just to give thanks and praise to the LORD our GOD
but what struck me was the sermon
the message was about new things for the new year 2010

i would just like to share will all you readers no matter if yall are christians or not
there are mainly 3 points

Deny the Distractions of Past Successes
It means that we have to learn to share or give up what you have in order to receive what GOD has to give you which is much more. Trust and have faith in the LORD.

Desire Greater things from GOD
Anyone in Christ is a BRAND NEW creation. God wants to do a NEW thing in our NEW life. Hence, we should hunger and thirst for the LORD. This would also be able to help us kick old habits and become a better person because as we long to draw closer to the LORD, we would be more christ-like and not turn to bad habits.

Delight in Making God Famous
This is the point which struck me the most. No matter how much we try to bring someone to church, it would be in vain if you yourself are not a good testimony. The best way to bring someone to Christ is to be a good testimony for Chirst and in being that would people be interested in knowing what shaped you this way. I really pray that LORD would make me a better person and a good testimony for HIM.

yep this is what i have learnt from just 1 service. i am really happy that now i can feel my passion and love for GOD burning like it used to be.

went for lunch after service at ps
lol i know what's black magic now:)
haha dont get me wrong, it's some childish thing.

dinner with my family at night to celebrate my grandmother's bday
my baby cousin is getting cuter by the days(:
ate really alot and the chocolate indulgence from secret recipe is just so yummy lol
gonna sleep early tonight (i hope), really tired

2010-01-01T08:58:00.000-08:00

crap it's 12.59am
i have just spent my New Year Day on homework and sleep
this is bad and sad:(
completed my compre but not my summary:(
doing LA essay now

2010-01-01T04:42:00.000-08:00

homework really kills holidays:(

2010-01-01T04:28:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

ive decided to continue writing on this blog but i doubt anyone would read it so it sort of gna be like a diary or sth

2010 RESOLUTIONS

1) I hope i would grow closer to GOD
2) I hope i can grow taller
3) I hope i would change
4) I hope i can stop doing last minute stuff
5) I hope our squad can pass out as a happy and bonded squad
6) I hope i would be happy for the rest of 2010 :DD

doing compre now. homework is seriously killing me. i'm only done with maths lol. wish me luck whoever who is reading.

Anyway, thanks to all my good friends who were there for me in 2009.

Thanks nata for always listening to my rants
Thanks justin for always making me ... and diao you lol
Thanks raquel for always being there when Im sad
Thanks haonan for listening and talking during the days in Taiwan
Thanks charlotte for being such a wonderful vice-chair
Thanks squad for being such a wonderful squad:)
and LASTLY
THANK GOD FOR BEING THERE FOR ME 24/7 :D

2009-07-25T06:05:00.000-07:00

had been staying at home since tuesday
i thought that WOW i can finally take a break
but these few days are so tiring...
haha idk why but thrs just nothing much to do
i did the HBL stuff and mugged a bit of the sciences.
day after day
finally saturday then the LOA is finished
but my dad said not to go for Hillsongs
dam sian
i hope i can catch up when i go back to school

i wish i could go back to the past

2009-07-20T04:19:00.000-07:00

today was racial harmony day
had handover with staff lydia and maam eli
maths with 3I at LT
me and markia were chionging the examples lol
history learnt bout chiangkaishek and the kuomintang
chem was the mole concept and mass blah blah
1 hour lunch at good news cafe
PES-ed with hoeshuen,chik and justin
chinese mr teoh wasnt here so we slacked and did cloze passage
assembly was also quite slack and we just chit chatted and did the poster which crystal drew
table tennised and balled
bused home with justin

gave up
moved on

2009-07-17T08:50:00.000-07:00

friday is always a day everyone's looking forward to
started off with no teacher for 50 minutes
then at the last 10 minutes, 张老师came in lol
then had bio practical
dissected a pig's heart
pretty gross i think
i was just like observing and poking lol
i think my bio pop quiz and grade can kiss goodbye alr
then went to register IC
my IC photo is gonna be very noob:(
history was learning more bout russia and ended off with a group work
maths was trigo pop quiz
dam sian i shouldnt have drawn diagrams, wasted my time
could have finished the paper
stupid ruler costed me 1.5 minutes
physics was last and he went through answers for heat transfer and speed VS velocity, average speed and instantaneous speed
table tennised with justin for awhile
3-1
then went to see the standard 2s and standard 1s
had a talk with sir pia leong
went pretty okay i think
many takeaways and i guess i should be open
went for 'comp training'
was informed of the news
i didnt know if i was feeling happy or sad
happy cos i always feared competition and now i have more time for studies and play
sad cos we trained quite awhile and ive been reading up abit
then wanted to play table tennis but saw grace and wye inn so markia and i went to 'play' tennis lol
it was epic fail but pretty fun
bus-ed home with marcus
slept immediately after i reached home
too exhausted from life

2009-07-16T04:59:00.000-07:00

mrs kong said maybe she will return test papers tmr.
it spells doomday for me
trigo trigo trigo
it's driving me nuts
i used to love maths
PE ran 2 rounds round the track and played floorball
then tt-ed a bit and we were a bit late for history
got my first green dot lols
did some weird titration experiment for chem and it was kinda boring cos many repetitions
bio pop quiz was another failure for me but i dont know
learnt about the heart and heart attack
ace was comp lab slacking and researching bout the ex PM of Msia
HCL was copying and slacking and a bit of learning
tt-ed after school till bout 6+

everything i do is for you

2009-07-15T05:09:00.000-07:00

today is a sad day
screwed up my maths test like dont know what like tht
i really feel like im a born failure
i was like really really sad for the first 3 periods
during physics was thinking and thinking
and the physics teacher asked if i was okay cos i was like blank
but i thought about it and just realised results aint everything
maybe it's just cos im so stupid and fail
i dont care already la
physics learnt about distance and displacement
slept during recess with justin ( as in side by side) i think too tired and sad
chem did QA and did a quiz
PC was about STI
i think the film was pretty alright
it's so stupid to have sex before marriage
LA was the plot quiz(shant elaborate cos some ppl havent take)
lunched at the library cafe
张老师wasnt there during HCL so we just slacked a bit
LA lecture watched film and listen to lecture lor
abit weird without Mrs Kumaran and her usual scoldings
later table tennis-ed with zhangxin,justin,yiling and chervelle.
after awhile, physics teacher came and ask if we wanted to play ball
so we played with him and he's pretty good at driving to the basket
he taught us a bit of physics lol
bus-ed home with justin

how i wish

2009-07-14T05:41:00.000-07:00

just came back from running
today was quite a short day in the sense tht
mrs kumaran wasnt here during LA today
i think she's on MC , get well soon
maths and financial lit today was interesting
learnt about some of the billionaires and their secrets (lol not really useful though)
did group work during physics
apparently it's graded
me,lester,crystal and yiru grouped tgt
we were the first group to hand in and got bonus mark
chem was QA
i think chem is getting more fun but yet more boring
argh why am i contradicting myself
and met up with the FOS ppl after school
bus-ed home with dawei, gordon and rest
tiring day

i really really want to tell you
but i know you wont

2009-07-13T08:41:00.000-07:00

too tired to post ytd
just finished reading macbeth summary lol
i hope the quiz isnt tmr
ytd had church and had this talk on evangelism
i was thinking what a failure i am
then went to lester's house to record our project song
haha chik the best la

today was pretty alright i think
maths was getting easier i think
lol cosine rule being gone through while we chionged the assignment
chinese was hmm.. . yeah
went through civil war during history, pretty interesting
CME afterwards, lol 不正直的教练
assembly did some survey
then went on for BSP
table tennis-ed after tht

ive been thinking these days
i know i dont deserve to
but i just cant control it

2009-07-11T08:34:00.000-07:00

woke up at 1pm
ate lunch and watched school of rock
lol slept again till around 5pm
then we went to some bottletree park or something
it was a long car ride there
thought about many things
then took some pics there (uploaded on fb soon)
ate at the restaurant with quite nice fried rice
then cycled a swan with my 2 sisters
then went grocery shopping with family and bought some 90 calories bars

ive decided to give up

2009-07-10T05:13:00.000-07:00

ended school early today
today the new seating arrangement was used
im currently sitting with yiru and we are swapping alternate weeks
LA was kinda okay cos copying notes and listening to Mrs Kumaran is cool
then physics got new teacher and for half an hour he just self intro
then the crazy woman behind made so much noise -.-
after tht was supposed to be recess but we were unaware of the new timetable so we waited till 1015 for recess
but it was chem so mrs teng just let us go lor
tried the club sandwich in the school library, pretty okay
then had training wing handover session
played table tennis for the rest of the day
started off with justin and zhangxin(i think)
then later played with chuanhui,crystal,chervelle,yiling,terence,lester,sim
yep
and because of 2 ppl who lost to me who are quite kanchiong, next time have to bow to me and say "师兄”
then also me and justin played doubles with the 2 ppl and we won a drink and a snack
pretty good deal
playing table tennis with terence quite nice, the rally is fun
then played doubles,
teamed with lester,justin and terence and lester again respectively
won,won,won lost
lol now my legs are aching

if only you knew

2009-07-09T02:52:00.000-07:00

back from school
while everyone is rejoicing tht their IDMI is over ours is still in progress ):
anyway thrs something to be happy about cos tmr school ends at 1045 if im not wrong (:

went to school at normal time today
saw justin and my grp rehearse, thought they did pretty well
then went for a talk by mr lu han lin in the BSP room
it was about tea culture
it was pretty well said,
i guess he's a pretty good speaker
then had consultation with mdm sau
she said our progress was quite fast but was slower than shen hao's group
after tht, alina and huiting went to KSC to interview more shop keepers while chingyun and i did the survey analysis. haha poor annabel is quarantined or something
after tht went to play ball with hongyi,timothy,zonglong,dawei and kaiseng
abit rusty alr but nevertheless haha blocked dawei a few times:D
then went home by myself and almost overslept and missed my stop

i wonder if you even notice

2009-07-08T03:21:00.000-07:00

too tired yesterday to post..

Tuesday
went to school at normal time cos was too lazy to take public transport
then was reading physics textbook in the canteen while waiting for time to pass by
then went for consultation with mdm sau
she said plaza sing case study was good okay haha
then my survey qns also pass
so on tuesday our lit review and survey were done.
then played table tennis with justin till 12
went to tea chapter after tht
learnt the history of tea, types of tea and how to make tea.
pretty interesting i must say
back to school and met mdm loh for consultation
i must say tht mdm loh is the best bio teacher ive ever had
then filmed the track scene for IDMI and my part was completely done
dinner-ed with sim and nata
when reached home, i found out our bio proposal got 17/20 and i immediately smsed nata lol
we were quite high for a while

today
went to school at around 710 to rehearse for MSP presentation
then cos majority of them were in the same IDMI grp they go edit -.-
but their film was quite okay other than the parts where chik laughed
haha jk
then went to present and the teacher initially looked fierce but started to smile after we started our presentation
flasher koh ah, it is Mcchiken not Mcsandwitch
then went to meet BSP IDMI grp at paya lebar
read the new paper for half an hour before they arrived
surveying is nvr my thing cos im pretty shy
but things went pretty well there.
we finished surveying 60 ppl at around 2 plus i think
then went to chingyun's condo's reading room
we did a bit of survey analysis there
after tht came home and cut my hair
the hairdresser go cut bao2 for me -.- sian now my hair so short

sometimes i just wish i could say it

2009-07-06T03:12:00.000-07:00

today is youth day :)
went badminton-ing at sengkang sports hall with flasher koh and justin timberlake
then was winning them then suddenly flasher emo
then after he emo then he win me cos no mood then he say he also no mood
saw the chans at the sports hall too
after tht went to meet chikomaniac at compass point
then professor lai came too
we ate at kopitiam then went to buy material at popular

came up to my house to do the MSP thing then it was pretty okay
lester,chik and yankai finishing it up i think
played hearts, big 2 after tht to fight for chachos lol

im starting to feel that you are like a stranger to me
but why do i still feel tht way?

2009-07-04T07:59:00.000-07:00

today was a long day
slept at 3am plus while watching wimbledon and WWE
then woke up at around six to go for comp trng
it started off with a talk by sir chee hoe
sharing his stories of his comp trng
then he broke the news that nat comp is postponed
i didnt know how i felt but i knew my team wasnt very prepared so we were rather happy as there was more time to train
i guess today's comp trng was quite productive due to the GPA lol
i can never take treatment intensive casualties lol
then we did a sequence of FD
suprisingly it was okay i think

then took 12 with yufeng to pasir ris
omg the waiting time and travelling time kills
Lester Koh said that there were 2 courts and the timing was from 3-6 but when we reach there
KOH" We only got 1 court from 3-4"
LOL
so we spent most of the time playing hearts. lester and i were an equal match up
so i am the ace of hearts and he is the king of hearts.
hence, lester = FLASHER KOH = HAPPY KOH

then met up with hoeshuen to do the chinese project.
we ate at subway and went to lester's hse
the progress was like lol but nvm
quality more important says lester
yepyep today is a busy day

perhaps, perhaps, perhaps

2009-07-02T07:47:00.000-07:00

today was like the longest school day i had
4.45pm sian

i think the only subjects i enjoy now in school are bio,chem,physics,LA , maths and PE. lol thts almost everything. chinese was okay until the old old stuff.

today sat with chik after PE and he kept whining lol. but he is a pretty good seating partner i guess. i finally got what salt preparation is about haha, felt smart for awhile

sorry justin for ps-ing you, i will buy you diamond ring
then went to footdrill sequence
lol long time nvr do quite rusty alr
but surprisingly the bangs were okay
a bit of first aid, my CPR getting more inaccurate sian
then bus-ed home with markia

i cant stop this obsession
save me

2009-07-01T04:54:00.000-07:00

today was a pretty long day

did more trigo during maths
starting to get more chim
i should have done my history table
then can get a green dot and be the most outstanding history student lol does tht sound muggish
lol i forgot what we did during PC
oh i just remembered tht today was sjab day lol
for LA we did macbeth
pretty interesting i guess
first time in my life did anyone say i was mugger lol
chinese only did gu wen sian
LA lecture overrun by almost 15 min
BSP was pretty boring.
then looked at the rehearsal for youth day
then went for comp trng for awhile
i think my back is really giving way
xinxin fetched me,qiurui and manjia home
thanks xinxin
got to swim about 35 laps when i got home
gonna start on bio now

whenever i try to forget you
i hear your laughter in my mind
however much i try not to think about you,
i think of you

2009-06-30T06:20:00.000-07:00

2nd day of school
it was pretty alright generally

LA is getting more and more interesting.
i think macbeth is cool
there wasnt financial literacy today so it was 2 hours of maths
trigo trigo trigo
then chemistry spent half an hour telling us on the components of CA2 and file
then the other half an hour on acids,bases and salts
mrs teng told us mrs tan had a fever so mr lee will be taking us for 1 week
today he sped up and finished going through all the questions of melting and boiling
table tennis-ed after school
then bus-ed home with justins
went to buy some stuff at royal sporting house
2x5kg dumbells, push up handles and some grip thing

yeah i know im not good enough
im trying really hard to forget
really hard
but pretty futile

2009-06-29T04:50:00.001-07:00

first day of sem 2
wasnt used to the wake up time and i overslept a bit
had some visual screening in the morning
mr siva showed us the ppt on precautions of H1N1 and those stuff
mrs kong wasnt here during maths

Mr Shawn Lim: Mrs Kong is not here but her homework is here. Yall have to do 5 qns from tb.
I: (thinks to myself) 5 questions for 1 hour. quite okay
then when nicholette writes out the qns, it's like so many sub parts, a-f
but it was okay la

chinese was looking at some boring videos
i guess i cant appreciate it thts all
bio went through 2 worksheets
im gaining interest in bio, it's cool

physics after lunch.
theres this really cool relief teacher, Mr Lee or something
he teaches really well and he cleared a few misconceptions which are common and i had.
it's good but he's a little slow
CME had new teacher nothing much though

Assembly period was class admin.
we watched 2 "supposed-to-be" inspirational videos
and we changed seats.
supposed to sit with manjia but the selector was too hmm... im too unlucky i guess
but okay la i will sit with yiru. she is okay SHE IS GREAT happy yiru?. but beside me is my BFF
the pro in science WONG DA JIN
okay i shall try to understand him more

is not telling better failing?
i guess so
awkwardness is something i always cant handle
lets hope this feeling will fade

2009-06-28T01:54:00.000-07:00

was too tired to blog yesterday
KO-ed the time i got home
okay ytd was jubix outing
was said to meet at 1030 but in the end cos of someone we waited till around 1115
whats ironic is tht person told nata not to be late
of course nata was late la
then we ate at kopitiam and headed to sentosa
at vivo, nata was so lucky she didnt bet or her freedom is gone. haha

at sentosa, we found an empty vball court
being innocent and ignorant, we played there and
"Excuse me, this volleyball court belongs to the hotel, you have to book to play here."

so obviously we went somewhere else
we played vball for awhile and then we started playing in the water

i dont know what cheng yee is doing to wilson

me:how's VJC life?

CY: okok lor

me: there got shuai guys?

CY: all the guys there all VS de

me:meaning?

CY: PUI

me: how bout the girls?

CY: all so pretty

me: really?

CY: you see me lor -bursts out laughing-

yep and then this is the group picture

after taking the group photo, people left and then rachel came

sad case for her

then played in the water for a while including quite a failed murderer

after tht we went back

dinner-ed with nata,sinyee and rachel

made me queue like some retard lol

someone should really teach rachel how to order in subway

sat down at the table alr

rachel:how to eat ah?

lol blur queen

then they g-ed abit about their best friends

MRT-ed back with sinyee and nata

im not sure if i should continue being like this

someone tell me please

2009-06-26T12:39:00.000-07:00

it's 3.39am now
im feeling really good cos ive finished all my hols hw
going for class outing later at 1030am
i hope i can wake up

blogging bout ytd
had a fruitful mugging session with lester and sim
also had quite a fruitful discussion with the FOS commitee

i will be your guardian angel

2009-06-25T07:06:00.000-07:00

felt a bit sick today so missed comp trng

felt better after sleeping till arnd 10am

then played with my baby cousin

she's so cute =D

yeah her eyes are nice

then i scrubbed the floor with my maid

lol maid bonding it's really cool but tiring

then i went down and study with my sis and other church friends

rather productive . maybe cos they are girls and i have no common topic with them.

trying real hard
trust me

2009-06-24T03:57:00.000-07:00

went for comp trng today
i guess i do want to win nat comp
but i still want to quit next year
cant take this kinda stress

my homework is srsly GG
who wants to go out on friday to do homework sms me or msn me

trying to erase you from my memory
i dont know whats stopping it but it is hard
real hard

2009-06-23T08:47:00.001-07:00

decided to revive my blog

dont really know what to blog about but my hols was crap other than the first 2 weeks
BSP camp and SC camp was great i guess followed by an overnight bike hike
Church camp made me understand people more

but what i really want to blog about is what im feeling now
im feeling an immense stress
immense stress to do well
i dont like this at all
why cant i just be like any normal happy kid
ive decided im going to get out of this next year without a doubt

as for another issue
ive been recollecting many memories after the G session i had with my baby, timberlake
im feeling a weird tinge of sweetness
a feeling that i can't describe
a feeling that i long for
but reality check, i know i wont get it
for the past 1 and a half year i did not and i wont now
why cant i muster the courage to tell?
it's not like im not used to rejection
but why tell when your success rate is barely 0.01%
i did not cherish the opportunity
i was foolish i guess to be so passive
forget it
let me just try to erase these memories

2009-03-28T10:02:00.000-07:00

today was quite a long day
woke up early to visit grandfather's grave
went back home and settle sports day stuff
mr yeo called and said the ppt is with him.
blah blah
watched pay it forward again and it was really touching
its a great movie
really utopia if everyone can put it into prac
been chionging history essay and finally finished

next sat we gonna get our posts
i got this inkling i wont get what i want
i might get house capt
no matter what just accept lor
please let my intuition be wrong

2009-03-26T06:23:00.000-07:00

sick again..
PE today ran dont know how far to another track just to run 400m
i think im getting slower and slower
then balled
our history group work got 14/15
all my fault or else can get 15

i think i screwed chem practical
HCL zhang lao shi not here so got relief teacher giving ws to do
bio prac was quite cool although i dont know how to use pipette

i now feel so empty
nothing in life seems to spur me on other than my CCA
i might not even get the post i want
then now i feel so slack
but what can i do
i feel so tired whenever i come back
i think i have to have a stronger mental capacity

2009-03-24T04:14:00.000-07:00

i really dread lessons now
not only am i unreceptive to the lessons,
my stupid flu is blocking my nose making it difficult to breathe
i missed the hols
although it was intensive comp trng
i was happy to go through them

tmr BSP test and i only started looking at the map today
and i havent read the rest
history file due tmr also
im really really tired
i slept right after i went online
i dont know why i get so tired easily nowadays

another long day tmr
BSP+ SC meeting
i really regretted
i didnt understand in the past
now i do

off to eat dinner

2009-03-23T09:00:00.000-07:00

when i woke up today
i felt like there wasnt anything to do
i had no mood for lessons

for the past few weeks,
i have been focusing on SJ
and now that zonals are over
i feel so empty
i really feel empty

back to the days of homework and tests
when i look back
i really didnt know why did i hate SJ :/
but now i really love it
here comes mugger Yiren to catch up on lessons

2009-03-22T21:56:00.001-07:00

yesterday was the day
no doubt we won zone comp
but i screwed up my respiratory arrest and our short case only got 79
we only beat the second corp by 30 marks
if it was nat comp my team would have been screwed cos of me

i totally blanked when i approached anne,
i forgot my whole sequence
fortunately i did my 24 cycles of AV after my mistake
and i could answer what the judge asked bout spinal injury thanks to sir wei chee

anyway im just grateful that we won zone comp
and lets take a break and chiong towards nat comp

2009-03-21T06:58:00.000-07:00

tomorrow is the big day
im nervous
im scared
im blanked.

will i screw up by giving wrong timing?
will i screw up by horsekicking like always?
will i screw up purely for just being part of the team during FD?
will i screw up TOC if manual carriage comes out?
will i screw up TOC by not having adequate strength?
will i screw up FA by forgetting my diagnosis?
will i screw up FA by having red lights on my beloved anne?
will i screw up FA for just being there?

im so sorry if im going to pull the team down
but rest assured im just going to give it my all
i dont want any regrets
i want to win
im sure my team does
and i just hope i dont screw up just because im inferior

2009-03-15T07:15:00.000-07:00

why is it that when i start to care nobody elses care?
why is it that now when i am willing to step it up nobody does?
why is it that im so easily influenced but i cant influence others?
am i being too sensitive?
why is it that im so indecisive?
why is it that im so weak?
why is it that now im wavering
is it all too late?
i really dont know

i want to make a change
but is it possible?
is there the chance
will others give me a chance
or more importantly will i get that chance?
i leave it all up to you

pondering

2009-01-31T06:10:00.001-08:00

ive this sudden feeling that nothing matters
ive this sudden feeling that i dont want to put in my best
cos my best just ISNT good enough
ive this sudden feeling that i want to give up
is this the phase everyone is feeling
i want to set a good example for my juniors
but im just not good enough
im such a failure
im trying to cope academically which im not quite doing it.
i dont even think i should be in 3H
why is it that everyone is heck caring when i care but i just dont know how to express it
i know i am incapable but give me some time
i hope that this is just a phase and i will pass

2008-12-11T07:37:00.000-08:00

okay my blog is gonna die soon if i dont post.

ive been very busy recently with orientation comm and SJ since my trip is cancelled and i have to go for JNCO :( oops must promote SJ :D very excited bout JNCO

ytd went for terence's birthday party.

it was quite okay i guess

the bball court was rather screwed though

i think my jumpshot is improving :)

tmr orientation comm meeting again

i go back to my MOI alr

just a picture in taiwan

pics of taiwan trip

2008-12-09T03:30:00.000-08:00

these are the pics of tw
lazy to post words so just view the pics k:)
and these pics are in descending order as in the pics are from the last day to the first
taiwan is real nice :)

2008-12-08T09:00:00.000-08:00

watch out!
a heavy 70+ picture post on taiwan coming up :)

note : if you are from 3H, please add me on msn yiren_lai@hotmail.com

random pics

2008-12-08T07:45:00.000-08:00

was packing my room and found these pictures.

enjoy!

PS: who wants me to post wilson's swimming picture when he was cute?

2008-12-08T02:30:00.000-08:00

my sis is taking forever to upload the pics :(
i had this sudden urge to post these pictures

it's been 2 years together

i think i didnt cherish the times together thats why im like regretting now

in these 2 years, we have went through many things

last year we started off as strangers.

last year we looked so different.

a journey that we would never even forget.

orientation07

yuhua you blasted my ears off

zhangyang was runnng all over the canteen

jiamin was so overly friendly

first few days of school

mark you laughed uncontrollably when Mrs Ang first came in, made me laugh too

level camp 07

natasha, my first dance was to you

tht was when i really knew tht yuhua was so horny

the talks we had at night

Seating Partners :

Sitting with Bryan was probably the most musical days, beatboxing and singing

Sitting with Gordon was great. He always rings me up and tells me the homework

Sitting with Mark was quite fun. We always hook up each other's legs against the chair

Sitting with Zhang Yang was awesome. We always have quarrels but somehow we patch up

Sitting with Jasmine was pretty educational. She teaches me bio but her chinese is funny and her minesweeper is PRO

Sitting with Samantha was mysterious. I always didnt know what she was doing , that makes her mysterious.

Sitting with Sharon and Janet was ... I dont know. But that was when i first slept in class, first used hp in class, first not doing chinese hw. must be influenced by Sharon. lol just kidding. Sitting with her was great. She is a good listener too. Sitting with Janet made me LOVE volleyball.Thanks Janet.

Sitting with Bryan was NOT AGAIN!. But sitting with yijia was okay. That emo girl.

I dont know how to do a class dedication cos im not really good with words especially because im so shy. but all i want to say is

I LOVE JUBIX!

2008-12-07T04:16:00.000-08:00

hey everyone i think my memory card drive crashed so i just have to wait for my sis to upload the pics into her laptop.

churched today early in the morning and sang for 3 services and the normal routine of worship,DG and a mission team meeting. due to the crisis in India, we are not going there anymore :(

today went to cut my hair and tht guy asked " Are you sec 4?" Is my face tht old lol

2008-12-06T09:44:00.001-08:00

just came back from taiwan
i will post many many pics tmr

2008-11-27T20:56:00.001-08:00

it's finally over
i dont like the feeling of interviews
i always prepare wrong stuff
there goes my place :(

rotting at home now
who got mahjong please tell me leh.

and i da xiang gong yesterday lol
lost 10 cents in total :(

going to be hiatus from 29-6 in taiwan :D
keep my tagboard alive please

2008-11-27T07:14:00.001-08:00

will post about today tmr.
preparing for BSP interview.
frigging scared :(

2008-11-26T07:03:00.000-08:00

CLASS CHALET WAS AWESOME

zy, mark and yuhua came to my house to wrap some presents and play maple for awhile before playing badminton with doraemon and darling. darling ah, your badminton ah. and let me warn yall something STEALING COURTS = ILLEGAL / BREAKING THE LAW
then we took 89 to downtown east. saw aileen,emily,sinyee and chengyee on the bus. later met bryan and wilson too. this is fate:D

ARANDA COUNTRY CLUB
the first thing we did when we got into the chalet was take off our shoes:D haha. then we kai pai alr. okay i shall not blog about this. it just isnt my day tht day. ok fine it wasnt my day any day.

BBQ
brought the stuff down and up and down. janet's brother's biceps are big unlike janet's haha jk. cheng yee and i shared about 4 or 5 satays? haha cheng yee cant eat hot stuff, neither can i though. then i had this awesome hairstyle which is one of a kind:D then went up to bathe

after that we kai pai again. i think our class chalet was a card playing place lol. but i will TRY to stop playing since my future classmates dont sound like they play. but we can play mahjong:D i loooooove mahjong. but i zha hu once :/

WILD WILD WET
i wore my black FBT shirt down. it was pretty heavy with water on it. played ooh lala , tht tidal wave thing, shiok river dont know how many rounds, ice and water and tht slide up or sth. trust me, you would not want to sit with rachel for tht one, you will get frightened by her screaming more than the ride.

back to the chalet was mahjong time. i hu a lot of times leh :D okay i dont feel like blogging anymore. but at night was the best huh :D horny cheng yee and shy serene.

next day went to bowl and KFC-ed. after tht we went to cy's house and mahjong-ed. i think im addicted :(
i go play viwawa le

(edit)
no one wants to play wahjong with me:( those who can play please msn me:D anw im sunburnt :(

PS Natasha, please kindly take our baby out of the paper bag

2008-11-23T07:30:00.001-08:00

ok i think i should revive it a little.
after class chalet k.
anw this is my new class.
2A
FU MAN JIA
LIM JIA MEI
TAN WYE INN
WANG SHENGYA
LIEW YI SONG TERENCE
TAN HOE SHUEN
2B
NG EILEEN
TAN SI HUA CRYSTAL
LAI YAN KAI
YEO JIE XIONG MARCUS
2C
LEE KELLIE
LIN YI CHEN
JUSTIN YEO TIAN YUAN
2D
EER JIA HAN
FONG SHI YING VIVIAN
WONG DA JIN
2F
TANG CHIK HIM
MIAO KAIWEN
2G
CHEN XIN XIN
CHEN LINGRONG
SEAH YI RU
LIU YI DAN
LUO RONG
2H
CHAN YAN LIN EILEEN
SEAH YI YUN
LOI WENG WA
SIM JUN XIAN
2I
TAN TE JUIN LESTER
CHUA ZI YANG
LI JIA'EN NICHOLETTE
TAY CHENG KAI
2J
CHENG WEI TING NATASHA
LAI YIREN
QIU RUI
2L
CHIA EN CELESTE
LAI YONG SHENG

haha yeah thats all . i got natasha though, mark be jealous.
okay getting excited bout class chalet and thinking of devaluing. haha ok nvm.

2008-08-29T06:48:00.000-07:00

hey people
HAPPY TEACHERS DAY
ive decided to revive my blog:D
anw go do my quiz
http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/1939947

Today was fun
I think the theme of movie for our class is some dracula thing
I wore my council tee with collars up, reminds me of SC camp
then we put facepowder, baby powder, lipstick for blood and...
berber has become a 白雪公主, cheng yee too
and wilson your shirt is nice:D
then we went to the hall for the concert.
CS stuff.. (IT glitches)
Duet
Beatboxing
and many more

Then we went to they gym for potluck(sp?)
Mark,yuhua and I shared a plate.
Fishballs... Chips and biscuit:D
It was quite a good day today:D

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!
教师节快乐！

2008-04-12T08:16:00.000-07:00

today was homework day. and my baby cousin's 1st birthday!
woke up at about 9+ and started mugging.
food science and reproduction in animals are driving me crazy o_O
then ive finished 2 more jian baos. 1 more to go
havent done LA journals and artefacts :P
then went to pasir ris chalet for my cousin's birthday
cycled for a total of 4 hours and jogged for about 2 km.
played basketball for about 45 minutes only though cos the rim is really lousy
HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY ETHAN!

Happy 50th day! Hope the number will keep rising. Thanks for making my life a lot better too

2008-04-11T06:01:00.000-07:00

my legs are aching like crazy man.
i sprained my right ankle during shuttle run and today during PT or FD, i sprained my left. this aint good cos ive my 2.4 next tues
i want my first gold!
school was okay. my cheng yu is lousy :(
our science fair got 26! this aint bad but i hate my common test
SJAB
FD- Slow March>Quick March. Vice versa. Homat on slow march
PT- Carried two logs and ran around the school with two sprained ankles
balled after tht.
went home with the jubix gang.

I really didn't see you in the gym today. I think im a bit blur :( They almost survived for 1 week. Happy 50th day eve!

2008-04-10T09:00:00.000-07:00

just came back from planetshakers concert.
it was fantabulous!
we suppose to meet at outram at 5.45 but instead we met at buona vista at 6 thanks to somebody...
then we went to expo, dropped at kebangan also to wait for somebody
altogether i guess we could have missed about 10 trains?
then we proceeded to expo, The Max Pavilion
the starting of the concert made our hearts kinda beat faster cos the drummer is real good.
dont really know any songs of planetshakers but tim hughes was awesome especially here i am to worship.
the finale was one way!
This evening of worship, clapping, jumping and lifting up our souls to our awesome God is really worth it.
Praise the Lord!

2008-04-06T10:16:00.000-07:00

5th April
woke up early just to go for Re-BFA
i think i would be the first in Dunman History to fail:(
then went to library to do project with yijia
met a few dunmanians on the way like cassie
then went to city hall to walk with the taiwanese ppl.
walked back to meet sha and raey.
bought subway and walked towards florist.
btw, sha, you eat slower than a tortoise
7 roses means 7 words.
band concert was not bad! i loved the finale the most:D
GOOD JOB BANDERS!

PS: Hope you liked the roses:D

2008-04-02T07:26:00.000-07:00

let me start off this post with this
YUHUA ROCKS! happy?
BP: Comics. lol. 刘老师问张扬：“你是邱睿吗？“ cos the comic book zhang yang borrowed was from her
Computing : Gaming is boring
LA: we did not watch the video again:( me being the illustrator is a JOKE
HCL: advertisement.. samantha's sketching is not bad ^^
lunch: fishball noodles
bizlab: boring, boring and boring

Life is like a marathon. Feeling tired but just keep pressing on.

2008-04-01T03:37:00.000-07:00

im trying to post everyday although i know its impossible but nevermind
PE : we ran 4 rounds today and did 3 sets of 20 push-ups,2o situps and 20 half squads. like PT.
Recess: I drank soya bean today i think
HCL: Ms Lee wasnt around so we had 3 periods to interact with the Taiwan students. I used the last 15 min to chiong zhou ji.
Maths: ARGH! im going crazy now. starting to think that my maths really sucks.
Science: Relief teacher again. She's still weird.
Lunch: Went to ghim moh to eat chicken chop with zhang yang and mark. drank soya bean again ^^ im going to grow fat :(

You are really the sweetest thing on Earth. <3
Forever yours

2008-03-31T07:30:00.000-07:00

PLMGS Invest

Saw pretty much of my ex-classmates and church mates.

Pictures :

2008-03-31T07:17:00.000-07:00

Perth Trip .
It might be a little late but better late than never.
I would never forget you guys man.
Laksh, LiXuan, Val and Sherweine.
Had a lot of fun with you guys during the trip.

And of course i have da wei and yusiang as room mates.

LOL. thanks yusiang for waking me up although i know it's difficult.
Here are some pics.

2008-03-31T07:05:00.000-07:00

i dont know why i am posting but i think i have nothing to do now anw.
today was pretty alright.
ACC : i know more about tea ^^
LA : Trivia! i guess im pretty bad in memorising stuff
Recess : Standard Milo without ice and burger
Science: The relief teacher is weird
Assembly: haha. IDMI. im grouped with wilson, kimberly, sally , shi hui and ming wei.
Geog: We went to Ghim Moh and asked around about vegetables. Pretty cool.
Maths: it was 3 periods man cos Mr Hia made us stay back. Pythagoras (sp?) is pretty smart. Maths is never boring.
After school, went for CPR practice. Ive got 28 for my first aid test! PS: You only got 22.5 so please dont say we pull you down, please go and revise your first aid.
Then played ball with zhen wen and isaac. i always feel noob around them. It's okay..

PS: Please cheer up kay. Life is filled with obstacles and challenges but you will overcome somehow or another. So please dont cry anymore. Im always here for you. The sun still shines:D

2008-02-15T07:15:00.000-08:00

15 February
A day after valentine day and everything changed.
8 MARKS!
its like a lot!
I have decided to give up on it. I think this is the right decision.

UG campfire.
REWIND
im appalled man!
mi sjab junior pointed middle finger!
nvm...
talked to marcus, he was mi dance partner haha
den lata took de chartered bus to hougang nd nw im back hme.

ZY: Love is a want not a necessity.

2008-02-14T05:45:00.000-08:00

14th Feb is Valentines day.
but im valentineless.
but thanks everyone for everything
Sin Yee- 2 roses
Charmaine Neo-notes
Kimberly- cute container wif water babies
YuZhen- 2 cookies, 2 mashmallows, 3 chocs nd a note.
Yi Jia- Mallow Blast nd a rose
Cheryl- Dove amicelli nd 2 notes
Jamie- notes
Sharon- rose
Rene- rose+note+bookmark+card
Cynthia- kit kat+ note
Jade-sweets
i tink thats all. did i forget anione? ok.
Dis valentines isnt tt bad after all. But i do not know if i made the correct decision...

2008-01-12T05:33:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Yuhua!!!
You can watch NC16 shows le, iknow you veri happi.
LOL
hope u lke the shoes.

Happy Belated Birthday to Gordon.
Wishing you to be happy everydae :D

orientation

2008-01-12T05:21:00.000-08:00

Orientation 2008!!!
DHS Olympics:)

I took 1E. Erasma.
1st day only direct here direct there in the morning
We did something childish, competing who got more.
I got 17:)
Then have to pin the badge on the student's uniform.
I pin that time very difficult to pin cos I scared i poke them
After that its class admin.
missed it cos they were havin briefing.
den it was icebreakers.
we played splat and taboo
during taboo gt 1 prokia.
can guess so many, make mi life easy :)
den its sku tour nd making flags
talked to the gals nd dey veri dao wan...

2nd Day
it was Olympics!
i was gamemaster so i was doing the shooting:)
i shot almost all the sfs i think except bellanca.
i was deemed the bad guy :(
Olympics 2 was quite ok.
that was when 2 gals started bunengshuodemimi
dun get it until now.
After that was debrief and dismissal!

3rd dae
It was concert.
dint spent much time wif mi class...
cynthia nd i were the stage managers so wejust carried the tables and stuff.
Erasma won the most bonded class.
Not bad ^^
Erasma must win the class of the year! :)

2007-12-08T03:58:00.001-08:00

ok. back from europe.
London, Switzerland and Paris.
i know its gonna take a long time to post so just gonna post some photos.
1 photo=1000 words rite?

2007-11-07T02:39:00.000-08:00

SC CAMP!!!

1st dae...
mi nd cassandra nd charlotte planned to mit at outram park at 7.45 nd some1 was late
however we still made it to sku on time
we plaed some icebreakers. gt to noe a lot more ppl.
NICE PPL!!! :)
den we go plae all de station games nd attended a course.
LEADERSHIP IS INFLUENCE
5Ps : Position, Permission, Production, People Development and Personhood
dunno whr i will go?
den we had a foto taken and we plaed captain ball.
we vs CR
dey won
1-0
nvm
we accept de loss
den we go eat dinner as a department
when we came bac we went to bathe at de toilet behind de canteen.
3 people bathed together.I shall nt name dem.
den we watched a movie abt de olympic ting nd de jamaica team. quite nice:)
slept quite nicely...

2nd dae
woke up at 6+
junjie nd 2 other guys go jogging. 2.4 i tink
i went to bathe.
it was F...R...E...E...Z...I...N...G
we had to wear our department shirt ours was green
todae is STREET CHASE!!!
mi team comprises of shirlyn, ting wei, egan, mi, kiat shing, cynthia,joyce, pui mun nd hannah
of course wif Mr Cool(colin) nd Mr Tan
sry if i missed u out, i cant rmb animore
We went to botanical gardens ferst, den de park near KK, den de esplanade, den is de pitstop1 Vivocity.
We ate lunch dere nd continued de race.
Ting Wei's shoe sole dropped out.
So we went to a DIY shop nd bought superglue to glue it bac.
Hannah did it lke a pro but pui mun...
shall nt say aniting.
We den continued to UOB Building, Plaza Sing, Fort Canning den pitstop2 Marina South.
We were even earlier den de game masters.
dere was an arcade dere wif daytona so we raced, i gt 1st 5 times or more in a row. yay:)
chelsia nd kiat shing re strong.
great couple eh?
nd pui mun was playin wif mi hair...
den we went bac to sku nd bathed.
after tt we watched a movie i believe is called "guardians"
egan nd i dun find it interesting so we went out at abt 12+
terrence nd yu siang came 2.
less den 5 minutes in de slpin bag nd i fell asleep

3rd dae
todae we all slept so nicely nd almost overshot de time we agreed to wake up. thx to yu siang:)
we had Mcdonalds todae for breakfast.
Fillet o Fish, has Brown nd a packet of apple juice.
we had a dialogue session nd a message frm Mr Teo
den we plaed games
passing de whipped cream nd captains ball
captains ball has 4 chairs at each corner for every department
we started off wif 2 volleyballs
den 1volleyball, 1 tennis ball nd 1 ping pong ball
after tt, we plaed wif de seniors.
i tink we won!:)
we had a slideshow by Mr Yeo
den we had some ppl coming out to say sth
quite touching
so i teared(different frm crying hor)
den it was presentation nd reflections

THE END

I LOVE LC
I LOVE SC
I LOVE SC CAMP 07

o ya, egan i m still waitin for de sms

2007-11-03T07:22:00.000-07:00

todae we went to pulau ubin for de SC precamp ting.
dint go SJAB trainin cos of tt. den missed learnin tt foot drill tt seems so interesting.
nvm...
at pulau ubin...
we trekked wif terrence,egan nd yu siang(sry if spell wrong)
we formed de shorties united.
we just walked nd walked nd walked nd walked
reached chek jawa.
den we go to de visitor centre. saw some jellyfishes. den spastic shanisca go take fotos of their shadows den blame mi head for being dere. LAME
aniwaes, shanisca says tt she likes bryan cos he is HAWT!!
nvm. den we walked bac.
dere is dis veri nice AHOD of CR
sry i forgot yr name.

GOING HOME
its nt home sweet home at all. i took de wrong bus nd ended up somewhere wif mani police. scary...
lucky i took de correct bus lata.
i m postin dis cos some1 kip askin mi tu post den just post lor

2007-11-02T07:37:00.000-07:00

todae was de class outing.
oni de usual ppl went. just tt dis time gordon went.
WOW!
we met at pasir ris MRT station at 11.30 i tink.
but some1 overslept nd was QUITE LATE
den dere was jiayan nd de gal wif de big eyes i tink is jamie bah
den when we walk to pasir ris park.
IT rained, according to nata, it poured.
mi nd gordon just shot a few baskets nd nature did dis.
HOW CRUEL
den we found shelter nd plaed cards.

GOING HOME

yu hua, grace nd wilson came to mi hse.
mark plae wif wilson HALO while grace plaed audi
den mi nd yu hua continue playin cards lor
SORRY YUHUA
$20
den i plae wif mark.
he was lke " y u shoot mi 1 time i die le?"
SHOTGUN
but at least i tink mark is proer den wilson
at dis time,
wilson is wif grace in mi room
i dunno wad happened indere.
care to share?
den at abt 6 den all of dem left le.
leave mi alone to kip mi XBOX...

Easter Retreat

2007-04-07T21:48:00.000-07:00

i goin to blog abt mi easter retreat...
de gd fridae service was at the Singapore Expo
nth special
de sermon was quite interesting
den we went to hv lunch
den i go to church
dere were a lot of ppl lers
i realised i wasnt de oni person hu dint bring sliping bag
PHEW
we learnt a few songs
mi faves are
OCEANS WILL PART nd THE VOICE OF TRUTH
ROCKS!!!
den we go to our rms to out dwn our stuff nd de guys can bathe ferst
den we designed our mugs..
mine sucked
nvms...
den we played a bit of soccer in our rms
den we went for dinner
den we had a LLLLLLLOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNGGGGGGG nite
we had worship,message,buzz grp,video,message den worship again
den we had personal time at de sanctuary
den we had supper
i tink is roti prata
den we supposed to slp
but i could not
it was F...R...E...E...Z...I...N...G
i oni slept for abt 1 hr?
den we had sunrise worship
we left church at abt 5.50 for East Coast
de sunrise was veri nice
den we had breakfast at Macs
den we plaed games
it was veri fun:)
we had to take fotos of stuff
we had to take wif a bird... airplanes... couple on skates... mani mani more
den we break camp
its abt all
It was dam FUN!
Yu Hua nd wilson...
U missed out a LOT
lols :)

2007-04-01T02:44:00.000-07:00

todae life was quite normal
went to church in de morning
i overslept...xP
but luckily nt late for service
den hv lighthse
den go DG grp
nth interesting
went to sizzlers for lunch
veri nice sia
salad bar roks!
den went swimming...
den do a bit of hmework
den veri sians
den i m here bloggin lors
xP

2007-03-31T05:26:00.000-07:00

just wna post sth lame...

"Good morning/afternoon mdm/sir,would u like to donate?"
"Thank you. Have a nice day!"

Typical responses:
Donate generously
Show a sticker frm other SJAB ppl
Gibb mi encouragement
Gibb mi a pat
Ignore mi

2007-03-31T02:21:00.000-07:00

todae we had flag dae...
wake up so early den assemble in skool
i quite nervous cos its mi ferst time
den we give our particulars nd everyting den we took a tin each
den we decided to go to aljunied to gt donations
i was at a place whr dere were many ppl
de weather was HOT
but i gt quite a lot of donations
dere was one very KIND aunty
nt oni did she donated,
she gave me a bottle of water
so NICE!!!
den we had lunch in bugis, yoshinoya
den we go gt donations again
wanted to ask church fwens but i dunno whr they re
gt veri few donations cos some other skools gt there ferst
but nvm all goes to SJAB :))
den very tiring lors...
gt rejected so mani times..
zi wei bu hao shou
so next time i will gibb ppl $$ on flag dae...
maybe WATER...
den we gt bac to skool nd did some cheers...
mi seniors ROCK!!!
THREE CHEERS FOR SENIORS!!!!
it was tiring but quite fun(oni in aljunied)
SJAB ROCKS!!!

2007-03-30T03:31:00.000-07:00

i am forced to post todae or else de blog will suffer heart attack nd die agins...
todae, de lessons were 'nt' too boring...
LA was quite okay la...
learn abt hw to 'attack' de unseen prose
den P.E do inclined pull ups...
i do oni 20...
after tt we plae bball in de gym!!!
playin indoor is so much nicer!!!
den computer lesson...
wilson's pics sooooooo cute
(i noe wilson would wna kill mi)
maths nd science had nth special...
just wanna say tt we hv a very gd maths teacher
MR TAN!!!
he sooooo good.
fridae den let us go light...
after skool, i ate kyu don...
so happi sakae nt long queue...
den went bac to class
sin yee nd wilson were doin hazards log
den i had to buy food for them
i did it willingly i tink
den sin yee do her reflections VERY FAST...
we played bball again although de floor was wet...
just realised that zhang yang nd yu hua veri pro in bball...
i guess tts all for todae
:)

2007-03-29T04:25:00.000-07:00

so sians la...
hv so much freakin homework nt completed...
mi hazards log havent pasted yet...
mi maths nd science havent finish...
btw, todae is RECORD'S DAY!!!
Yu Hua took part in two items, longest breath and putting on dunman buttons blindfolded and got 2nd and 3rd.
Grace took part in M n M and got 3rd.
on de way bac, they were like typin sms messages, c hu can type fastest...
de message was...
hahas...
CENSORED
abt serene nd mark?
abt jia min nd yu hua?
U NEVA NOE
lols
...

aniwaes i got a new seating partner.
MARK!!!
DUNMAN DOLL!!!
he veri nice lors...
just tt mi water become lemon juice and i feel cold even when i perspire...
GOT IT?

Signing off now

todae

2007-01-30T02:11:00.000-08:00

todae was nth interesting but just goin to post
todae lee lao shi nv come so we hv to write a fairy tale which is twisted
i almost kena grandmother but luckily i took narrator.
btw we doin little red riding hood.
den after skool we go ghim moh eat.
i ate fishball noodles.
de soup veri nice sia.
after lunch we go plae at plaegrnd.
bein de slowest, surely i be catcher.
but dint noe cheng yee hv speed no brains.
so i caught her mani times includin yu hua and wilson of coz.
den i go bac skool.
see de gals plae bball...
they like veri sian...
den de 3rd lang ppl come out ler...
den we go hme

2007-01-23T01:07:00.000-08:00

i forgot to blog on de life.
actually history and l.a quite boring.
but still hv to listen la.
history gettin more interesting...
l.a is all abt reading and analysing...
mi partner veri irritating sia.
he kip tokin crap.
and told mr zein tt gordon is slow...
as if he veri gd.
he kip tokin until i cant listen to wad de teacher is tokin abt.
so if u read dis.
pls keep quiet.
Shhhhhhhhh...

Dunman Life

2007-01-23T01:04:00.000-08:00

Dunman veri nice leh. de ghim moh market dere hv pasar malam. de burger veri nice. i wanna officially on mi blog say sry to one person.
Sorry Sin Yee!
i really treasure her as a fwen.
but i made her angry.
sorry!

Untitled

2007-01-13T06:44:00.000-08:00

i long time no blog ler...
i wanna blog abt de orientation...
we were late for de first dae of skool...
we played ice breaker games...
we designed a flag...
we hv skool tour...
2nd dae...
we had star wars...
quite fun la...
den hv star wars 2 in de afternoon...
inddor one....
3rd dae...
hv honey stars...
eat bento set...
spaghetti was cold...
den hv concert...
rocks man...

Jubix Rocks!!!

2006-11-12T21:40:00.000-08:00

nth much happened in skool todae... wilson laughed during national anthem again. ms yeo brought us to librardy to watch hoodwinked. den during art we played transfer chess. after reccess mrs tay brought us to watch akeelah and the bee. during mdm tang's period, i gt a shock. de model pupil was larry hoe. i tot it was meng hao. surely cos of his bro and his status of head prefect. forget it la. nt worth bringin up aniway...

Signing off,
Yiren

These few daes...

2006-11-12T01:25:00.000-08:00

on fridae, i had nth much to do. i played x-box , watched DVD, and tts abt all. at nite i went to bukom(mi father's workplace). i watched "the way home" there. de boy so idiotic lor. nvm... den slp at 1.30. next dae woke up at 9. eat breakfast. watch spongebob. channel 8 shows den go for lunch. den play bowling. play dere is gd cos no one can see mi lousy skills xx) den go bac apartment. watch tv again den take afternoon nap. den wanted to plae basketball but it rained... (t_t) den watch net deception after eating dinner. I Not Stupid 2 den de channel u show. next dae go church. come bac muz take mrt cos father is doin duty and mother dunno hw to drive. dis is mi boring life...
Signing off,
Yiren

Yesterdae...

2006-11-10T00:09:00.000-08:00

Yesterday we (jean,shai,kel and mi) went to celebrate shai's b day. Tot de meeting place was 7-11 . waited there like a goon den jean called. they were outside blue max. kel bought 2 ppc btw. den we took MRT to Dhoby Ghaut. tot we were goin ps so mi and kel went out of the station. den lata jean say is go cini first so waste $$$ lor. when we reached cini we first go to e-zone. passed by pastamania and de cheese smell was horrible. den went up de escalator and kel saw a spiderman on de wall. dint noe he was scared of heights. when we reached there we changed for tokens. when kel spent all his tokens i hv 4 left. he wanted to buy sth to eat so i challenged jean or shai to Daytona USA. jean declined so i raced wif shai. i won her! YAY! den we moved on to lunch. it was oso aa cheesy place. forgot wad is called. village or sth. i just bought ice cream and a can of green tea. i gt a video of hw kel ate. wanna see? and jean's face with sauce all over her mouth. den we went bac. it was raining. i just ran over. and kel used my paper to cover. den we bought movie tickets for the grudge 2. de gals went to took neprints and kel kept peeking. (dunno at them or under shai's skirt) lolz jj. de gals took a long time at decorating de neoprints so we went up to e-zone again. spent about 1 hour and came bac. omg they were still decorating. women... during de movie i freaked out as i don't like to see horror movies. at home at least hv blanket to cover. so i used kelvin's newspaper. shai and jean snatched away so i used mi jacket. they said they were cold so i lent them. so when there are scary moments i just cover 1 eye. reputation gone. den we went bac to ps. mi and kel followed de 2 gals like bodyguards den they separated so we played hide-and-seek. when i tied mi shoelace shai ran away. so i smsed her. no reply. so i searched for jean. she said they were at carrefour so we went there. found jean wif kel. so i looked for shai. finally found her. den played again. they said they were at the MRT station so i went inside. den they say they at daiso... so i was pissed off and dint want to waste money. so i went hme. they asked where was i so i tricked them and said tt i was in times. after waiting they asked mi again and i told them tt i tricked them. they were angry but i apologised and they are nt so petty. so its okay.
Signing off,
Yiren

todae...

2006-10-29T01:13:00.000-08:00

woke up at 8.00am...
so late rite?
nvm...
den go church...
teacher nv buy drinks cos NTUC close down...
almost dehydrate(kiddin)
den go plae soccer...
after tt go plae GBA...
veri lame rite?
den go home...
so surprised tt mi csn is at mi hse...
thrash in NBA 2007...
110-70...
throw houston's face away...
direct translation hor...
tts it...
Signin off...

todae...

2006-10-16T07:54:00.001-07:00

wad happened todae?
woke up thrice...
go plae basketball...
cousin sprained his back...
go back...
plae fake basketball...
NBA 2007...
uncle bought roti prata for mi and mi cousin to eat...
put a lot of sugar...
sure get diabetes...
after that....
drink milo ice...
go watch scoop(movie)
take neoprints...
cousin say veri gay...
come bac home by Mass Rapid Transit train...
plae NBA 2007 again...
uncle called...
go eat dinner...
drink milo dinosaur...
cousin eat until his whole mouth so dirty...
lata he force mi to accompany him to buy M1 prepaid card...
go 1st shop nocard..
2nd shop den hv...
come bac den watch TV...
den i type dis post!
-The End-

todae...

2006-10-16T07:54:00.000-07:00

Love...

2006-09-23T08:30:00.000-07:00

it is such a complicated ting...
it can be after many yrs...
even one second...
love at first sight....
it may be stable...
it may be frail...
so dun get into it unless u r sure its stable or else both parties will not be happy...

hu i like?

2006-09-22T01:02:00.000-07:00

i like 3 ppl
give u a hint...
1st person is 2 letters
2nd is 1 letter
3rd is 6 letters
Guessed it?

Family Day!

2006-09-17T02:40:00.000-07:00

We had such a fun time x))
I participated actively in a activity
it was abt when u are given pics...
u muz look all over de skool to find it...
use a PDA,handphone or camera to take photos...
SO FUN!!!
we came in first!!!
but only for now...
during the trivia part we lost a few points and ended up second...
i misplace mi bag before de games and found out tt 2 veri nice ppl helped mi to find it...
so helpful...
thousand of thank yous

But anyway de games were fun...
So i look forward to de next one!

trouble...

2006-09-17T02:38:00.000-07:00

trouble is when mi mum ignores us...
i rather her throw her tantrum or beat mi but nt ignore mi...
i wanted to play basketballl before meal but mi mum won't let mi...
so we had a minor quarrel...
and then...

girls..

2006-09-15T21:26:00.000-07:00

Girls are so hard to understand...
One day they so nice to u...
The next day they betray u...
So...
Moral of the story...
Nv trust gals...
Exceptions are yr extremely good fwenz which are hard to come by...

Quotes by mi sis, YY de great x))

2006-09-15T07:26:00.000-07:00

love is about chemistry...
making love is about physics...
de product is about biology...
everything is abt sciences...
so u must pass yr sciences in skool!

fwens...

2006-09-15T06:15:00.000-07:00

fwens are veri important in one's life...
without them u feel lonely...
with them u quarrel wif them...
when u hv them u dun cherish them...
when they are gone u tink of them but too LATE...
so now i am lucky tt i hv a few...
i am not goin to name them but...
just wan to tell u guys tt i cherish u guys!
x))

hmph...

2006-09-15T06:13:00.000-07:00

i dun believe it!
i told her who i like...
and she told mi tt the whole skool will noe abt it...
and now she HATES me...
dunno why?
but i dun mind...
x)) cos...
i told her fake ones...
haha

results...

2006-09-15T06:04:00.000-07:00

this time...
results can win Shaian leh!
not gloating but...
1st in class is quite unbelievable!
but mi score is onli 360...
Meng Hao 371!
omg...!

clAss...

2006-06-08T00:02:00.000-07:00

i finally gt 2nd in class and level!! wonder if wei ren is tinkin abt mondre, shaian or xiu ming? love square? skool holidaes come ler!!!! so happi.... so much homework.... so sad... nw i in the middle of the nite sneakin some food wif mi sis and afraid gt discovered...so scared! (T_T)

gd news...

2006-06-07T09:09:00.001-07:00

mi voice is slightly breakin ler so happi! can quit joyful voices ler!!! free frm "prison". choir mistress spoke wif mi dad... !@#$%^&*() finally over... YAY!! OUT OF JOYFUL VOICES